Samantha

graduation is just under 1 month away....

"This is Life. And I'm in Love with you. I think its the only thing I've ever really been sure of my entire life."

as much as school stresses me out, i am happy. i have the most amazing boyfriend and roommate and friends.

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I havent updated in a while so i thought id give a quick update in the form of a list none the less

- moving home for break hasnt been too bad, i think we finally have this down
- nate got me wonderful christmas presents ( a computer mouse,  my own comfy pants, a scarf, hat, glove set, a christmas stitch and a dinosaur from meet the robinsons, a gummie bear dispenser with portion control, and white gold earrings that are wonderful.) that mixed thoughtfulness and pretty things all together.
- he loved kermit
-work is insanely slow so i dont actually work that much cause im uneccesary
- new years was fun and cozy and spent with the guys
- i had a kiss at midnight =-]
- robin, nate and myself went sledding today and it was tons of fun
- robin reminded me that we will actually be living together again soon. WOOO HOOOO
- i still need to have christmas with lyzanne..... *cough* hint *cough* =-]
- im nervous for next semester to start... but i'll survive, i mean hell i did last semester right?

So today I had a meeting with my therapist. It was my first meeting with her in 2 weeks. I have been doing really well with the anxiety thanks to the things she taught me to cope with it. Well today we talked about my mom. yeah i am now the person who goes to therapy to talk about her mother. I am caught in between living at home and living on my own and being a teenager and an adult. I talked to my mom after my session about it and everything is okay now, but I just coulnt believe that i became THAT person.

My dad asked me a question today that i thought was interesting- " Do you feel like you are living 2 different lives?" and my answer was yes. when i go home i feel like its a completely different life than that of living here in the city. its like they pick up where they left off when i go back to them... its wierd.

And i have the most amazing boyfriend, he called me singing to cheer me up since he knew i was upset. god im so lucky to have him.